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I'm having this great but weird feeling inside of me. I can't quite put it into words. I AM 100% HAPPY. But what is the reason behind this happiness? There's this feeling somewhere inside of me, that's scared. Its usually a come and go situation for the past few months. Probably, I just don't want to be attached. OMFG. I don't even know why I'm blogging about it. Randomly. The little things matter a LOT to me. What am I supposed to do? I got in this situation, I just can't escape this. I mean I can't coz' I aint good in explanations ....