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Have you ever had late night phone calls/texts every night? Then all of a sudden, something/someone ends up changing, because either someone is too busy, gave up on each other, or maybe found someone else better? You then later lay there in bed thinking what you have done wrong for them to leave or how it would have been if nothing changed. Once you close your eyes, a bunch of memories and scenarios start to hit you, but you try to find that one memory/scenario to sleep to. You found it, you think about it even more, and once you fall asleep, you start to hear your phone ring. But that wasn’t you’re phone. That was you, wanting and needed him/her to call/text you again.That was you, needing their presence, their scent, their love next to you again.At this point, all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to. Thinking that you would have done anything to get that person to even say “Hello.” to you is now impossible, because after everything that you guys have dealt with to get to this stage, you can’t take back. Even if you guys made up, or some how do say “Hello.” to one another, nothing will be like before. This cycle continues. People come into your life as strangers, then friends, then lovers, which leads to being enemies, and it starts over. Now all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to.

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